Saturday, September 5, 2009

I StRuGgLe With Envy Part 2

Its not just other people that I envy........

I envy my self. Yes myself.

Who I used to be - Young, skinny, hair, and my 1971 Ford truck

Who I want to be.

I envy my own goals! Yea, that is silly, but I do.

I paint for myself the "perfect picture" and seemingly fall short of it.

So I am in a slowwwww process of learning how to just enjoy who I am, while thanking God for my past and reaching toward the future.

Envy.... Its a tricky thing.

Even if the person you envy is you.

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